OMG, today was an ok and bad day all in one! OMG ok in PE Aubrey sits next to Corey, so she said that I thought he was cute and asked if he'd go out with me. I wanted to die. Well Aubrey said that he said that he thought I was cute too, its just that he doesnt know me. Im like well get to know me LOL. OMG I say OMG a lot. LOL. Ok, well anyways I got really mad at Aubrey and Melanie when they kept calling me a lesbian, I could see if they were messing around, but they kept on talking about it, I got REALLY PISSED. I mean their supposed to be my friends not sit there and call me a fucking lesbian. But whatever I think Im over it. It just wasnt the same without Brittany today. :( Brittany we missed ya!!! :) Man Im still sick as hell. It sucks. I dont wanna go to Social Studies tomorrow, because Ms. Lawrie put me in a group, surrounded by guys, Sean, Steven, Nick, and me. It sucks. I hope Brittanys at school tomorrow. I have a couple more things to say about the whole lesbain thing today...

first of all, Aubrey says Im mean to people, I stop saying stuff when people tell me too. And she didnt. She laughed when I said I was getting pissed off. I think everyone jokes on each other. Some more than others. I probably do it more than others. But I dont think Aubrey realizes she does it a lot too. Im trying to stop doing it so much, but its gonna be hard, because thats just how me and my friends in VA are, and some of my friends act like their lesbians. Im prolly the least lesbian out of most of em. So whatever. I dont know, its just frustrating to me, its like the people who I think are my friends dont except me, its like they want to change me, or just dont like me. God, I hope Im wrong, but thats just how I feel. I mean I love Aubrey and everyone to death, its just I feel like Im a big joke to them, and it hurts me to even think that, because thats how I felt in VA. And it sucked. Ugh, I cant wait until dad gets here. I just hate feeling like I have no REAL friends here. It sucks. I just feel like a joke. :(

Man, this week is going by soooo slow. I wonder why Brittany wasnt at school today??....

Man being sick is gay. :) But Im feeling a little better, I dont think shrimp was the best choice for dinner. LOL. :)  Today we started those reasearch projects, me and Kevin got a lot done. I just got done looking up a critics quote and printed it out, so I can ask Ms. Welch to make sure its what we need. I hope so. We got 8 paged done, out of the 3 that we needed, so I think we got a good head start.

Today in French was soo boring. No one was there. Chris supposily bought fish for his recitiation, who the hell buys fish for a project??!!! YAY I think dads on his way now, he just called. I cant wait. All of a sudden I feel short. LOL.

I sooo cannot wait until the week of Thanksgiving break, its supposed to me and dad hanging out a lot of the break, going shopping, going to see movies, bowling, and skating, it'll be fun. I think I need a break from school. I think everything is starting to wear on me. I really need a break, Christmas break will be great to rest, plus I get to go up to VA and see everyone, I cant wait!!!! I also get to see Jackie, I wonder how CA has changed her??

Man Im thirsty and feel horrible, so Im gonna go lay down and watch some MTV!! Later.

Currently Listening Dark Light By Him Wings Of A Butterfly see related

Ok, so for all you lame people that dont know, I like Corey!!!! :) So fine!!! LOL. I just really want to talk to him, like really bad. I hate being sick. I hate school, and I hate my life. I hate how parents blame you for stupid shit, and I hate how kids get blammed for everything. I hate EVERYTHING!!!!! Not really, but OK!! :) Man flippin 8:15!!! I'm tired of being single, Im sorry, but I AM better than half these girls that girlfriends. Ugh, me and Kevin Lam are partners for our language project, I have a feeling hes not gonna wanna work. Soft hair. :) Randomness. Ok, so part of me still likes Ryan, A LOT. But I dont know, hes going out with Chelsea. I dont have a problem with her at all, its just that Ryan has a different taste in girls, ok so hes been out with me, Brittany, Tenesha, Ansley, and now like Chelsea. Im sorry, but I dont really like that girl that much, and I dont think shes that pretty anyways. Sorry!! :(  Wow this text reminds me of a bubble bee. LOL. Man I like Corey a lot, and the weird thing is that I hardly know him, theres just something about him that Im attracted to. And we seem like we would have same tastes in stuff. Man I miss my dad. :( I cant wait until he comes back on Wednesday (I cant spell that word), Im still pissed off about Mr. Poore. That weird kid Chris thats in my French class seems pretty cool. Hes weird, and thats what I like about him. Im the weird, bitchy one in the group. And hes just WEIRD, I LOVE IT!! Ugh, I still cant get over the fact that Ben likes me, I mean gag me with a spoon, I love that saying. (thanks Americas Next Top Model) :) Man I SOOO cant wait til tomorrow, alone at home, sleep in late, soup, TV, and the Tivo!! I hope I feel better soon, so I can sing again! I love singing, its my one true passion in life, that, playing guitar and drums, and writing songs and poems. It helps me realese all the shit that Im going through and feeling, and what I want in life. 2 days until day comes home, he gets here at 8 PM, he said hes gonna make us a late dinner, which should be fun. I love breakfast. I feel bad for Christina, she likes Dillion a lot, and hes going out with Ashley. I think she was really upset. Man its hott up here. 8:26!! Man I SOOOOO cannot wait until Thanksgiving holiday week. Dad and I are gonna try to hang out, like go bowling, and skating and maybe go see a movie. I cant believe its already November. 1 month until I get to see Kelly, Kelsey M., Kelsey B, Julianne, Anika, Jackie, Adam, Luke, Peter, Alex, Phillip, Chris, Connor, Tyrell, Morgan, Michelle, Emily, and Taylor. There is so gonna be a sleep over at my house!! I think Im most excited to see everyone!! LOL :) I miss them sooo much. DAMN IT I wanna go out with Corey, I would soooo make out with him. :))) <3333  Wow Im hott, and bored, and I feel like crap so Im gonna go. LOVE MucHH

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Currently Listening From Under the Cork Tree By Fall Out Boy Dance, Dance see related

OMG!!!!!!!!!!! Im soooo pissed off!! I swear Mr. Poore hates me!!! He gave me a citation that said that I was off task and that I was arguing. Its sooo stupid, because I was the only one at my table doing my work, then Brittany took my pen and wouldnt give it back, so I asked her for it and thats when I got the citation. And he told me to come up there to sign the citation so I brought my paper to show him that I was doing my work!!! And then he said I was arguing!!!! Oh well its a stupid ass reason anyway!! Ok well dad went to Miami today, I miss him alot. I hate it when he leaves, I get all lonely!! :( I cant wait until tomorrow, no school!! Im soooo sleeping in, cuz I dont feel good. Man Im hungry. LOL. I cant wait until its just me and dad in Tampa for awhile, just me, dad, and our pool!! Its gonna be fun, I just dont know how Im gonna tell him that I want to go back to VA. He really likes having me here. Im gonna feel real bad. Man my hair is soft. I want some Doritos. LOL that was random. Well Im gonna eat something, before my lovely step mother gets home, I hope she goes to the gym, (prolly not though). Well <3 ya!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~NIKKI OutTt~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Wow my hair is fly!! LOL